Last trimester

8th month has started .Precisely 31 weeks and 4 days.About 7- 8 weeks more to go till I hold the gods miracle in my hands..Donno ..I feel nothing..I donno what to feel..sometimes excited sometimes scared..
The house issue is bothering me..Dont know where I will be living in next 1 month..Worried where this baby will be born..The builder hasnt closed the deal yet and this apartment lease is running out.. 1 month of anxiousness..its killing my excitement of the baby coming..

LOVE - Lost and found

Love..Isn't that what we all are searching for. Then why is it that once found its so easy for some to lose it.?

I hope you dance

This morning listened to this wonderful song.I hope you dance by Lee Ann Womack. Such encouraging words.Wonderful Lyrics.

Baby coming soon..

Its the 14th of june 2013..and I have officially started feeling the baby kicking me since past 2 3 weeks now..Past 2 days have been very active with the baby kicking me and moving around at any time of the day.The feeling is beautiful..amazing..cant say in words how it feels..I feel sooo much in love with this feeling..puts a smile to my face..Also to my husbands face..Hes so excited and just cant wait for september..Thats when the baby comes .3 more months to go..and well be parents...o gosh..cant believe it..Big responsibility..But right now I just feel happy..and not burdened..I think I have started enjoying my pregnancy now..Its not that bad..:)

Gender Reveal

This week had my Anatomy Scan .Was a unexplained experience.The excitement to see the baby inside my belly was high.Then came the moment of truth of knowing the sex of the baby.Had been dreaming lately Its a Boy.and I was right.Its a Boy Indeed!!

Childhood Memories

This morning my sister sent me some of my old Mundan pics when I was a lil baby.
Filled my eyes to see myself with my baba ji, my papa and my mumma..Freshened up all the old memories when I was back in India with my parents and when my grandparents were alive.Heart is full of memories and eyes full of tears.

Amazing how fast life moves.Making memories and leaving behind traces of our love affection and genuine connections..Now I am going to be a mother in 4 months..If I could have half the strength and conviction to love adore and raise my kids as my parents did I would think I achieved a lot.

Sometimes I realise how much I have hurt my parents unknowingly and feel so stupid..They being the ocean of love and forgiveness have always loved me .God lies in parents..That is true statement.I can never have so much love in my heart like they did..I love my parents from bottom of my heart.More than I can ever say.